Doubts
Little did John know that although Iris was in love with him as well, she had deep insecurities about being in relationships with people. These insecurities were still very much inside of her and she did want to be with John, but it was going to take time to adapt to this.
Her entire life before that, she had always been single and enjoyed her freedom, but now she had someone else to think about. The entire thing was new to her and what John was planning to ask her that weekend, might not have been at the best timing. But they were about to find out.