Hyland often put the blame for her failures on herself.
On the other hand, Hyland did not feel thrilled but rather uneasy about the situation. It was her admission, “I was experiencing symptoms of depression at the time. When someone you care about gives you another opportunity in life and it doesn’t pan out, it can feel like you’re to fault for the failure of the situation.
In no way is this the case at all. Having said all of that, the circumstance is as follows. Suicidal ideas tormented me for a long time, but I couldn’t bring myself to act on them because I didn’t want to let down my younger brother the same way that I’d let down my father.