Those Who are Already Familiar With her won’t Admire her.
After the news of her acts spread, she was well aware that everyone she knew, including the people she worked with, would be looking closely at her behaviour. She thought the most excruciating part of the situation would be how her loved ones would respond when they found out she had committed a crime.
Because of this, when she started having second thoughts about assisting the homeless man, it made her hope that she could go back in time and change her mind. In the actual world, there was no such thing as a do-over, or at least there wasn’t one available to her.